2012

I dont have the words for this post.
I dont have the words to explain the loss, the hope, the love, the abandonment, and the joy that this year has contained.
There are scars, there are sweet, sweet memories with wonderful people.
I have no words to convey this year.
Not yet, anyway.
But there is the hope, promise of redemption, the thought that You make beautiful stories out of wretched and dark situations.
There is today. There is the hope of tomorrow. And there is the hope and impending almost-promise of 2012.
A year to make a change? A year for New Year's Resolutions? A year for healing?
No, a year for You. Your year, whatever You have in store.
Blessed be Your name.
When you gave, when you took away, when it was dark and scary outside and inside. When I thought I had experienced the best moment of my life and that my life could never contain any more happiness then what I had experienced.
You are good even then.
You are gracious and You are faithful. And I will walk in that today, and tomorrow, and 2012 if you choose to give us those days.
Go forth and Live, ya'll. There is no time like today.
xoxo Lyd